Staying clashy

This week you may tell by my regular posting that I am finding it nice to be distracted and focus on things like fashion and what I am wearing.  I have noticed a pattern this week: Wearing a shirt and scarf that clash. 

Perhaps I am just experimenting to see what works and exercising my scarves.  A bit bored and creating my own excitement.

But then, I wonder if I am wearing jarring patterns to wake myself up and get pumped up for the week – work, school, and life in general. 

But then deeper still, I think that perhaps I am using the bright outer shell to mirror/show what is going on inside – slightly confused, unsettled, and nervous. 

And yet deeper, I wonder if perhaps I have a haze inside and not excited about things in general and so the clashing clothes give the appearance of being engaged and part of things. 

Or, maybe not.